To my fellow bitches, backstabbers, sluts...

Daig ko pa ang Speechless

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Ano ba yan. Eto hirap pag bakasyon, wala akong magawa. Tataba nanaman ba ako nito? Ganon nanaman ba ulit ang sistema? Taon taon nalang!

Tinatamad ako magkwento sa lakad ko kahapon. Basta nag-Mcdo kami. Urat kasi! No Migs?

At wala din ako sa mood mag-ingles. Baka magtampo si Bob Ong sakin pag minsanan ko lang gamitin ang wika namin. Close? Tutal nabanggit ko naman si Bob Ong, siya nalang ang pag-usapan natin. Wala na rin akong magagawa, napakawalang kwenta ng post na to.

Nag-meet kami ni Bob Ong sa loob ng libro niyang Bakit Baligtad Magbasa ng Libro ang mga Pilipino? Actually nung mga oras na yun bored din ako kaya naisipan kong basahin. Nakakalat lang kasi sa bahay. Inaalikabok. Madumi na. Hindi ko alam na yung librong yun pala ang magmumulat sa mata ko sa mga gusto kong abutin sa buhay. Yung librong akala ko kalat lang sa bahay. Bullshit ka Bob Ong!

Bilib ako sa sarili ko, di talaga ko mahilig magbasa talaga. Pero nang matapos ko yung librong yun, naghanap ako ng iba pa niyang libro. Ayos kasi yung mensahe, totoong masakit.

Yung Bakit Baligtad Magbasa ng Libro ang mga Pilipino? na libro niya, simula palang nung libro mapapaisip ka na. Matatawa ka na nga lang minsan sa mga kakulangan ng common sense ng mga Pilipino. Nakakaalyiw. Binuklat ko ng binuklat. Sinapuso ko bawat mensaheng nais iparating ni Bob. Nagpatuloy ako sa pagbabasa.

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... At nagbasa pa. Habang pakapal ng pakapal yung mga pahinang nabasa ko na, gumagawa na ko ng maliit na kwarto sa isip ko -- doon sa kwartong yun nalaman ko kung ano ba talaga ang gusto ko.

Minsan nga hindi ko na matawag na pagbabasa pa yon, sa tuwing nagbabasa kasi ako ng mga libro niya, nagiging makatotohanan lahat. Para bang kasama ako sa kwento. Minsan hindi lang pala dapat ang mga mata mo ang ginagamit mo sa pagbabasa, pati pala ang puso.

Pagtapos ng librong yun, binasa ko naman yung ABNKKBSNPLAko?! Wag kang matatawa pero naiyak ako sa kwento. Tungkol kasi to sa pag-aaral niya. May catch phrase siyang sinabi don. Yung kailangan niya ng oras na walang magsasabing mali siya. Parang ganon! Tae. Hiniram ko lang kasi yung librong yun eh. Di ko tuloy mailagay dito.

Natapos ko yung libro ng wala pang isang araw. Ang daming aral. Nainis ako kasi ang babaw ng tingin ko sa sarili ko pagkatapos nun. Minaliit ko ang pag-aaral ko. Akala ko kasi marami pang opurtunidad akong matatanggap. Yun pala, isang beses lang pala ang pagkakataon na yun.


Sunod kong nabasa ang Kapitan Sino. Sobra akong naiyak sa ending. Nakakainis kasi. Parang totoo talaga. As in binasa ko pa ulit yun pagtapos ko basahin. At nung natapos ko ulit, naiyak pa din ako.

Tessa: Maganda ba ang langit?
Rogelio: Oo.
Tessa: May buwan?
Rogelio: Wala.
Tessa: May mga bituin?
Rogelio: Oo.
Tessa: Nagsisinungaling ka.
Rogelio: Pano mo alam?
Tessa: Hindi ka sa langit nakatingin.

Di ako sure kung yan yung exact words. Pero nanjan yung thought. Jan ako lalo pag napahanga kay Bob. Bulag nga pala si Tessa.

Hindi pala kailangan ng pangalan para makilala ka sa mga kabutihang nagawa mo. Basta dapat sa tuwing tutulong ka, alam mo sarili mong gusto mo ang ginagawa mo -- at hindi dahil sa may pinanghahawakan kang responsibilidad, o may mga kaya kang gawin na hindi kaya ng iba. Yan ang mensahe sakin ni Kapitan Sino. Sana magkita kami ulit. Iniligtas niya din kasi ako sa pagkakahulog ko sa bangin na puno ng maling paniniwala ko sa buhay. Dininig niya yung saklolo ko. Sayang hindi naisulat yun ni Bob sa libro niya.

Sunod kong binasa ang Stainless Longganisa. Yan ang paborito ko. Tungkol kasi yan sa karir niya ngayon -- ang pagsusulat. Lalo siyang nagsilbing inspirasyon na ipagpursigi ko yung pangarap kong maging tulad niya. Di ko makakalimutan nung kinuwento niya doon na may umangkin daw sa akda niyang ABNKKBSNPLAko?! Natawa na lamang siya ng malaman niya yon. Sinabi pa niya na di daw maiiwasang maikulong mo ang sarili mo sa mga ideyang nakukuha mo sa paborito mong manunulat. Sinasabi lamang niyang hindi maiiwasang may mga bahagi kang magagaya o makokopya. Pero yun ang dapat mong iwasan. Kailangan mong gumawa ng sarili mong ideya. Sariling mga salita sa tuwing susulat ka.

"The older I grow, the less important the commas become. Let the reader catch his own breathe."

Nandon yan sa libro niya. :-D

Sunod kong binasa ang Mac Arthur. Dalawang oras ko lang atang inupuan yon. Nasa 100 pages lang kasi. Pero maganda ang kwento. May aral. Hindi lahat ng tao nabibigyan ng pagkakataong magbago. Katulad ni Cyrus.

"Mga bata pa kayo. Pag pinaniwalaan namin kayong hindi kayo naglalaro ng tubig kahit na basang-basa ang mga damit ninyo, kayo ang niloloko namin. HIndi kayo ang nakakapanloko."

- Mang Justo, Lolo ni Cyrus.

Hindi ko pa nababasa lahat. Minsan nga bibisita ako sa National Bookstore tas doon ko babasahin. Wala akong pera para bumili. At hindi ko kailangang bumili, isinasapuso ko kasi yung mensahe.

Gusto ko ding magsulat. Magsulat ng tulad ni Bob. Gustong-gusto ko. Minsan kong sinubukang sumulat ng maikling kwento, nanginginig ang kamay ko habang hawak ko ang bolpen. Walang pumapasok sa isip ko na mga ideya. Siguro kasi masyado kong pinipilit ang sarili kong maging kasing galing agad niya, nakalimutan ko na ang lahat nga pala ay nagsisimula sa maliit. Kahit gusto kong magsulat, kapag walang ideyang pumapasok sa isip ko, hindi ko pinipilit sumulat. Bakit? Kahit pa gusto mo yun, kung hindi naman gumagana ang isip mo kasama ng puso mo, wala ka ding masusulat. Hayaan mong ang oras na mismo ang magsabi at hayaan ang kamay mong ramdamin ang bawat letrang ginagawa mong "miyembro" ng kwento mo.

Haynako. Masyado na akong "speechless". Yan pala ang walang masabi ha. Masaya ako kasi mas masarap magsulat kapag tagalog ang gamit mo. Trying hard naman kasi akong mag-ingles. Sana may magtyagang magbasa.

Si Cha-cha Bumabanat!

Usherette

Yesterday, kahapon. Nag-usherette kami sa GS graduation.

When I arrived, I headed towards the CR kagaad to change clothes. Kelangan kasi naka-Filipiniana kami. Damn! Ang sakit ng sun burn ko, ng braso, injured pa ang paa ko. Damn. Damn. Damn! So yun, we applied make up na and pumila kami sa may tent. Katapat ko si Arnold. Nagpaligsahan pa kami na paramihan daw ng magrereply don sa good afternoon. Talo siya, tambak. Tas iniba ko yung rules, "Tara yung magaganda at gwapo lang batiin natin."

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"Shit arnold mapapanisan tayo ng laway pag ganito! Walang matinong mukha!"

So ayun, tawanan kami. Pagandahan pa kami ng bati. Ayun, mass na. Grabe! 1 and 1/2 hour kaming nakatayo. Damn. Mahilo hilo nako sa gutom that time. Buti nalang nagpamerienda si Ms. D ng sandwich na gulay. Haha. Walang di masarap sa gutom!

So yung program na nga mismo. Nagkaron ng mejo aberya sa pagshishift ng pagtayo pero naayos naman. Bago umuwi, nagpakain muna si Nanay at Tatay. (Kamzee) Ang sarap ng menudo, the best! Ayun, ang dami kong nakain. Sira ang diet ko! We laughed so much. Para kaming mga tanga. Pati si Tricia.

Dubhe: Ayoko talaga ng carrots.
Tricia: Ako din ayoko magcollege kasi mamamasahe pa.
Mary Ann: Bakit saan ka ba mag-aaral?

ANG NAKAKATAWA DON SINAKYAN PA NI MARY ANN EH. BADTRIP! XD

Ayun, pauwi na nga. Nagroadtrip kami kasi hinatid kami ni Tatay pati Nanay. Grabe parang mga hayop kaming idedeliver sa Manila Zoo. Ang ingay! Si PM tuwang tuwa, first time niya yun. Hahahaha! :-D

Wala nga akong love life, I've got the best of friends naman. DAMN!

Ang Part II

I'm done wasting my time doing nothing at home. Wala kasing pumayag na gumala with me. So I watched Anime nalang. I hate doing nothing kasi nasisira yung diet ko. Kain ako ng kain para lang may magawa. Tsk. I should discipline myself now.

So san ako natapos? Hmm. Don sa umulan nung bandang hapon. Haaay! I was so pissed off kasi ayoko ng naulan pag nagsiswimming. Siguro not that time talaga. I wanted to enjoy the sun badly. So ayun, nagyaya sila ng magslide for the last time. Last! Nakaapat kaming last! Parang timang lang. So after that I took a bath na, grabe after kong lumabas ng CR all the people were looking at me. Grabe! Sobra pala yung initim ko. Eh nakasleeveless pa ko nun. Grabe yung tan line ko. As in. So I've exchanged clothes with Sharm. Thanks talaga! Grabe. I looked drunk coz my eyes were red at that time, my face is swollen red talaga. Nakashades tuloy ako kahit walang araw.

After that, they ate at KFC. Kasama ako pero di ako kumain, empty pocket na kasi ako. After non, we went to Nica's house to borrow her Filipiniana. Maguusherette kasi ako kinabukasan sa GS grad. Damn. Todo laughtrip kami don, pinagtitripan namin si Sharm. RYOMA ECHIZEN. "You're my Edzen Chicken". Yan ang tamang palusot! Pati si Migs eh hindi nakaligtas sa pangtitrip. Can't you C? Bumanat pa si Arnold ng C-Saw and I was so annoyed. Ang corny!! xD

Si Arnold din hindi nakaligtas. He has the funniest way of laughing kasi. He tried avoiding it pero hindi talaga mapigilan. Patawa!

Ayun, after non umuwi na kami. :-D

Parable of the pencil

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.

"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."

"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."

"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil."

"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."

"Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside."

"And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."

The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.


Now replacing the place of the pencil with you. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.

One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.

Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.

Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.

And Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties.

Mountain story

A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it.

Wait for the brick

A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and drove the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car, shouting, "What was that all about and who are you?
Just what the heck are you doing?
That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money.
Why did you do it?"
The young boy was apologetic. "Please mister ... please, I'm sorry... I didn't know what else to do," he pleaded.
"I threw the brick because no one else would stop..."
With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car.
"It's my brother," he said.
"He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up."

Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me."
Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out his fancy handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay.

"Thank you and may God bless you," the grateful child told the stranger.
Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the little boy push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home. It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!

4 Wives

There was a rich merchant who had 4 wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best.

He also loved the 3rd wife very much. He's very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men.

He too, loved his 2nd wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant's confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times.

Now, the merchant's 1st wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her.

One day, the merchant fell ill. Before long, he knew that he was going to die soon. He thought of his luxurious life and told himself, "Now I have 4 wives with me. But when I die, I'll be alone. How lonely I'll be!"

Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I loved you most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!" replied the 4th wife and she walked away without another word.

The answer cut like a sharp knife right into the merchant's heart. The sad merchant then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you so much for all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No!" replied the 3rd wife. "Life is so good over here! I'm going to remarry when you die!" The merchant's heart sank and turned cold.

He then asked the 2nd wife, "I always turned to you for help and you've always helped me out. Now I need your help again. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!" replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only send you to your grave." The answer came like a bolt of thunder and the merchant was devastated.

Then a voice called out : "I'll leave with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go." The merchant looked up and there was his first wife. She was so skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition. Greatly grieved, the merchant said, "I should have taken much better care of you while I could have !"

Actually, we all have 4 wives in our lives

a. The 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it'll leave us when we die.

b. Our 3rd wife ? Our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, they all go to others.

c. The 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they had been there for us when we're alive, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.

d. The 1st wife is in fact our soul, often neglected in our pursuit of material, wealth and sensual pleasure.

The wooden bowl

I've been searching some inspirational stories. And I've come up with a good one.

A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and a four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together nightly at the dinner table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating rather difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass often milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about grandfather," said the son. I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor. So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner at the dinner table. Since grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. Sometimes when the family glanced in grandfather's direction, he had a tear in his eye as he ate alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food. The four-year-old watched it all in silence.

One evening before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor. He asked the child sweetly, "What are you making?" Just as sweetly, the boy responded, "Oh, I am making a little bowl for you and mama to eat your food from when I grow up." The four-year-old smiled and went back to work. The words so struck the parents that they were speechless. Then tears started to stream down their cheeks. Though no word was spoken, both knew what must be done. That evening the husband took grandfather's hand and gently led him back to the family table.

For the remainder of his days he ate every meal with the family. And for some reason, neither husband nor wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk spilled, or the tablecloth soiled. Children are remarkably perceptive. Their eyes ever observe, their ears ever listen, and their minds ever process the messages they absorb. If they see us patiently provide a happy home atmosphere for family members, they will imitate that attitude for the rest of their lives. The wise parent realizes that every day that building blocks are being laid for the child's future.

Crap. My whole body hurts.

I just wish she never came.

Damn. My burns hurt. I'm so bed ridden but I wanted to see my friends right now. The spirit of boredom is getting unto my soul and taking me to places. My shoulders hurt. My damn foot is injured. The whole body package hurts!

Last Sunday, we had our class swimming. Exclusive for Enzo daw. So the night before, I've set my alarm na. I can't really sleep because I'm so excited. The alarm rang. I turned it off and slept again. DAMN SH*T! Nagising ako and I'm almost late. I took a bath na malamig ang tubig and I'm really shaking. Sobrang bilis kong nagayos because I'm afraid na maulit nanaman yung murahan sa call time. Hahaha. Umabot naman kami ni Sharm. And for the first time, mas maganda yung outfit ko sakanya that day. BELAT!

Patawid na kami to ride a jeep heading to Kalugdan Garden Resort. Other boys were left at the meeting place para hintayin si Migs and Edzen, ang dalawang pa-VIP. We saw Hanns riding a car habang tumatawid kami. His father insisted na sumabay na kami sakanya. The car was like a pick-up car, yung bukas yung likod. Basta ganon. So we all rode sa likod and tuwang tuwa kami because natutuyo yung pawis sa kili kili namin sa sobrang lakas ng hangin! Hahahaha. Parang ogag. So yun, the night before din, I dared Venice na I've got a new set of knock knock jokes! Lagi kasi kaming nagpapaligsahan ng Knock knock don. And hindi siya pwedeng magknock knock ng wala ako kasi pag yun knock knock sounded corny, taga-tawa niya ko lagi. Haha! So ayun, we arrived at the resort na. We're so early, naglilinis pa si Manong Kuya ng pool. Nagvideoke muna kami ni Sharm. And then we changed our clothes na and dived into the pool. Wee sarap ng tubig!

Ayun, we swam and swam. Nag-slide kami ng nag-slide. Si PM sinubukan na lahat ng exhibition sa pagsislide. Nakadapa, nakahiga, nakaupo lahat na. The splash was really growling pag sila Venice pati PM nagsislide. Grabe eh, nasa weight siguro yun. Hahahaha!

May isa pang highlight. I was so laughing at this whenever I tried to remember. Pag umaahon si Jermyn nakikita yung dalawang pisnge ng pwet niya! Tawang tawa talaga ko! Mas maputi pa yung pwet kesa sakin ba! Hahahaha! LOL!

We played butterfly pa nga. Basta yung bilog. Kami lang nagkakaintindihan. I was so happy kasi ang saya! Hahahahahahaha! Badtrip, sige may point yung sinabi ko. We ate lunch and swam again. Umulan pa nga nung bandang hapon.

Tinatamad na ko magkwento. Dagdagan ko nalang next time. :-D
Buds, tambay tayo kina Migs, now na.

Oh sweeettttt!

Sometimes, girls just need to talk.

Okay, I'm home and it's a relief. *sigh*

Early this morning we jogged at around 5 am. I'm overwhelmed kasi walang talkshit, mga LATE lang. I'm waiting there for 15 minutes and seems a day for me! I hate waiting. Pero gustong gusto kong nagpapahintay. It was just like the feeling that I'm a girl and I don't deserve to wait. I shouldn't be treated that way. But waiting is no big deal for me naman. But it really annoys me.

I'm with Sharm, Arnold, Mary Ann and Migs. They were so laughing at my so called get up -- a sando shirt and jogging pants with matching headband. I was so asking what's wrong with my face? And they can't help laughing. I laughed with them and sees it as a compliment nalang. Bat ba? Hahah! So we're jogging na nga, I get tired easily talaga. Arnold was so laughing talaga because anganda daw ng get up ko tas andon lang pala ko to take a walk. I was so pissed off and I wanted to bite him! TSK. After jogging we drank/ate taho and went to our house. We were planning kasi to go to Royale Estate to visit the supposed-to-be resort. And we're all a bit disappointed because it was small nga lang. The place is okay naman but it can't accompany a huge number of people like 20.. 30.. or more. But the dilemma was fixed naman.

So yun, we went to DONYA PAZ (donya paz moves with sexy dancing!) and ate our breakfast. Pancit canton with hot milo and pandesal oh lala. Ang salap salap! Haha! Then we watched a movie entitled So Close. We're all familiar about the movie except Migs na napagiwanan na talaga ng panahon. There, the climax came and I was about to cry tas bumanat si Migs ng joke! Yung mag-charot kasi. Haha! Then after that my buds decided to go home and ate lunch first and they'll head towards our house after.

So there, I invited Edzen and Niel to come with us and they agreed naman. I was so overwhelmed when Nica followed pa. We watched some America's Next Top Model final runway walks and Arnold was giving that oh-im-so-annoyed-hurry-and-change-that-tape look. I'm laughing that time. Kami2 lang kasi nagkakaintindihan.

After that we decided to buy cool foods. Halo halo is really a food for the soul this summer. I love every sahog of it talaga. I told Niel pa nga that when Razon's opened na at SM center, we should eat their halo halo there. I love it talaga.

So after that we talked about our life. Inisa-isa namin talaga. No one is really believing me that I really like Migs. Feel nila di ako nagseseryoso! Hell. But to tell you honestly that was all a big joke. I love Migs as a close friend. I want the best for him and I want him to be happy.

So here, we ate again at our court and we talked about Migs. Well, sometimes girls just need to talk and look like an idiot in front of her friends. I mean, for me, I want time to bitch out my feelings but in the end all my words shouldn't be kept for so long or just-throw-it-away-bitch. Kelangan ko lang talagang magmaldita. It's like don't-mind-me-I-just-need-to-talk thingy. But it still up to the person whether he or she will recognize my words or not. Do you get my point? Hell, you'll say that I'm not of great help, well thank you. I knew that. I'm so making the situation harder. But that's not what I wanted to point out, gusto ko lang malaman nila na I cared, may pakialam ako and I don't want to look dumb doing nothing especially to my friends. I want them to be happy. Don't give me that look, I'm acting so villain here, but my friends know me. And they accept me for my incurable disease like that.

Well, I'm so sorry if I'm talking too much. If I'm bitching too much. I'm sorry if I'm breaking fragile hearts. I'll be more careful next time.

I'm so in love with this song!

Wild Horses - Natasha Beddingfield

Well, it is a strong song and it explains some of girl's insecurities. It really pleasing to my ears, so classic and simple.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OWIVi_Oa4as

Chixi Syndrome

The picture explains it all. I miss my Chixi, and I want to be with them soo badly. I'm looking forward into bonding with you some time guys. I love you!

Pumipicture nadin ako tulad ni Dubhe! HAHA LOL!

Damn great day!

March 13, 2010. Wow. Supposedly we're going to jog at C5. I was so excited the night before it. I was so pissed off, firstly, because I woke up late. Secondly, di ako pinayagan nila mama. I told my buds that I'll just accompany them after they jog. I was such a talkshit and I hate it! But, this day really rocked me even though it's tiring and it really exhausted me. I was out of my house the WHOLE day.

First stop: My Crib
They really can't last a day without me! Haha! So they went to our house and talked about that talkshitting. I was so laughing at myself because it was really my idea to take a jog and I was the one not being able to come. I kept reminding them pa na no talkshitters allowed. I kept explaining myself to them and they're not listening! Okay, never mind! What's important is I'm here, I'm coming with you now. HAHAHAHA!

Second stop: Arnold's crib
We ate our breakfast there. Pancit canton and hot pandesal. This was unusual because I've never had breakfast with these people. Only lunch or dinner. So I really enjoyed it. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm laughing now because I've recalled a dumb scenario there. Arnold is stupid and he's not thinking. Maliligo na kasi siya, and when he's trying to open the door, uh-oh! It's locked. We asked for the keys and he said that wala daw. So what he did is that he climbed the kisame to jump over inside the cr. He was having a hard time and we kept laughing coz he looked stupid. Hahaha. Then Maryann saw a key somewhere and tried to open the knob. Well, first try palang, it opened na. I was really laughing at Arnold's dumbness, stupidness. He's not thinking. Hahahahaha!

Third stop: Tricia's house
We're supposed to go to school na to watch the game between our classmates and some seniors but Tricia wanted to take a bath first. Kala mo kasama sa laban eh! Hahaha. S yun, Mary Ann and I opened our facebook accounts first. Si Mary Ann pinanuod nanaman yung mga idol nya which really annoyed me. I really hate chirikungkung songs. Hahaha! So yun, after Tricia took a bath, we went to school na.

Fourth stop: School
Okay, boring. Kami lang kasi tao dun. And no one's yelling at the game. I'm not used to silence, it's more irritating than noise. Migs called me and I told him to come over which he did. UNDER. So yun. We went again to Tricia's house and we played Band Hero. I was so a newbie! Hahaha. Lalo na sa drums. Puro paa lang as in. What can I expect with a beginner difficulty diba? After that we played Tennis. Okay, Migs and Arnold are unbeatable. Badtrip ang yabang ni Migs! He was wiggling in front of us whenever we miss the ball. RAWR I wanted to bite him! But it's fun and I lose some weight. RAWR, haha. After that, we ate lunch. And after that again we watched a movie, The Eye. It's boring. REAAALLLY BORING. So we changed it to The Grudge. I'm really wondering what's so scary about that film.

Fifth stop: Sharm's house
We went there because it's still early to go to the carnival. So we spent time with that cute baby, Kenji. (kinjikinji!) I love his face talaga. They played volleyball and I'm like so bored because I'm not good at it. After that, we ate a bit and went out na.

Sixth stop: Carnival
Oh, here we are again. Flaunting our child spirits and smiling our hearts out again. I love this place. I really want to be in this place. I love the noise. Okay, mukha na kaming urban poor. Yes, we are. What's important is we're having fun and the people around us DO NOT. I always say that. So we rode that Dark House and it was so damn boring. But I can't help laughing with that fact. Kasi kahit na isa lang yung monster, we're still yelling and shouting like crazy. Benta padin samin yung ride. Hahahaha! And after that we rode the Octopus twice. And it's fun like no other. We decided to go home na.

We're supposed to talk a walk pa at Santos Homes, but we end up visiting Xtian's house. While walking, we met him along the way palang. And her mother invited us inside. Her mother was so funny and so manlalait talaga. I like her. So much. So we watched a movie again! And we planned a Swimming at Royal Estate. I was so excited.

Okay, it's 11 and we're heading home na. Whew, I'm tired and exhausted. My bed missed me badly, we haven't bonded for a long time na. Hahaha! So I should end this up na. Thanks for reading. :-D

An experience with Sharmaine, Mary Ann, Arnold, Tricia, Alenna, Jermyn, Frank and Migs. YES YOU'RE RIGHT I'M NOT FORGETTING ANYONE!!! XD >;)

ENZO, BATCH 2009-2010

IMMA MISS YOU GUYS. Hoping and wishing that I'll still be a part of your class next year. I had great days with you, and I still wanted to spend the rest of them with all of you. (Okay. I'm in tears right now. I can't help it!) Stay as cool, dumb geeks and make your days count this summer! Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy! Just give me a beep if ever you want to chill out with me, I'm always available. I love you all guys! :-D
3 HIGH SCHOOL YEARS DOWN, ONE TO GO!