I'm Into this Thing Already!

I'm blogging. (After 5 minutes...) I'm blogging. (Another 5 minutes...) Okay. Let's get serious about it.

I consider this year as the worst... Well, during my first months of spending my Junior high with the same old fellas I've been with during my old years here on St. Joseph's Academy. I kept pulling myself back from believing that this year would give me the sickest pressure. As I've said, my first months didn't played well. I am not really enjoying it. I'm with same old friends during dismissal times, we've talked about our summer and the same old scenarios occurred. I came across through thinking of some sort of "I want something real new this year! I want a new bunch of friends, companions who would get me through this tough year."

My school year doesn't played well nga, I've been badly performing in my academics, especially in Geometry. Yet, I've enjoyed my subject Chemistry. I'm dealing well naman with my other subjects. I'm very lazy kasi, I don't set my priorities. Every time I feel like mingling and wasting my time doing nothing, gagawin ko talaga. In short, pag sinapian lang ako ng sipag dun lang ako nagseseryoso sa pag-aaral. It's kinda weird that I'm still getting passing grades, siguro cheating do helps! (stop giving that awkward look! Walang grumagraduate ng hindi nangongopya! Even the smartest person I've ever known knows how to open their eyes and face his seatmate's paper!) And I do know that this shouldn't be called as cheating. It's teamwork. It's an urge in a student's soul to pass all of his/her subjects.

Days, months passed. The lessons and topics are getting tougher and they''re really trying to mash me out inside. I tremble. I feel the pressure. Sinamahan pa ng peer problems. And it really made the situation even worse! Alam mo yun, they should serve as inspirations but there they go, they're all a burden. But you know, because of all those dilemmas we've been through, those things made us stern and we've valued more the worth and purpose of each one of us. Lunch Girls, para sainyo to. Remember the time we've had that WHOA CONFESSION? It really made me feel bad, but then, nung swimming, our bonds are tougher and we really appreciated the time we're spending together. I just hope na LAHAT tayo ganoon ang nararamdaman. You know who am I pertaining right? She should choose her buds na. :D

Christmas break, wow. I love vacation. Even though I'm missing my class so much, I think it's not a hindrance naman because some of us are seeing each other to mingle in malls or chill out in one of our tropa's sanctuaries. HAHA! Well, last Christmas I rolled. It reallllllyy rocked. Misa de Gallo rocks. I've spent my masses with my great friends, TSG (Tropang Simbang Gabi) to mention them all, here: Mary Ann, Sharmaine, Nica, Justin, Arnold, Migs at ang mga sampid na sina Edzen at Roana! Harharhar. These were the days that I've looked at this year as a whole different one. I've hanged out with them late at night. We've shared the hardest laughs until our tummies hurt. We've opened our hearts out and gives each other those little, teasing advices. And even though Christmas is over, we still find time to spend time together and laugh our hearts out again. These people made my vacation memorable.

And now we're back to school. Periodical test ang agad na sumambulat sa mga pagmumukha naming maganda. Ang saya. Angandang welcoming. Para kang ginising sa mahaba mong paglalakbay sa panaginip. But still, I surpassed it... I thought. Until that tragic thing happen. I accidentally brought my cell phone at school at niregaluhan ako ng prefect ng isang araw na suspension, 79 sa conduct at C.E next year. At first it was really frustating but then I should accept my carelessness. Suspension day comes, January 27, 2010. Birthday ni Mary Ann! Ang saya, ang saya ng timing. I expect that day to be the most embarrassing day, but then I've enjoyed this day. And it rrrreeeaaallly rocked my world. It's a great experience and I love it.

And there, Mini Fair came. Whoa! A 4-day event wherein you're gonna sit down doing nothing. Yes, the school provided rides but it's really UNAFFORDABLE. It's mahal. Haha. Do you know what makes this day special? Yung time allotted para makapagbonding with our friends. We've played chinese garter and luksong baka as if we're only 8 years old. We've sang songs and it's really FALALA! It's great, really great.

My birthday came. I'm 15 but still 7 at heart. ♥ Thanks for surprising me:)

The next day is Grand Promenade Night. Shit. I love this day. I should mark this day in one of our calendars at home. Si Ultimate Crush sinayaw ako. Watta birthday gift! The food tastes good. And all of the people transformed talaga. You'll be surprised with how they look that night.

Day-Night-Day-Night-Day-Night. Usual days followed. But the pressure stayed. Lalong nagpalala don is that we lack time to discuss the topics included in our periodical tests. And even more pressuring is the Noli Me Tangere play. We're only given one week to prepare and it really sucks. Instead na nag-aaral kami we're practicing to make our presentation PRESENTABLE enough. We went home late during that week. Our directors worked hard to polish the movie. On the day of presentation I even cried because PRESSURED NA TALAGA KO! I feel like I'm all alone and no ones helping me. But then I should be tough so I can play my role well. And guess what? I won the Best Donya Victorina award:D

The last day came. Shit this can't be happening! I can't believe my eyes! I can't believe I'm graduating next school year! I haven't decide what course to take up, I'm not even ready to leave my friends. Such things ran inside my mind and I'm really screwed up. I really cannot... be.... lieve... it! I am not yet rea....dyyy! Can anybody slap my face right now?!

Student Council Election. A few of my classmates ran for different positions with the same aim-- improvement and changes. Jane Dasal, Edzen Leonardo, Sharmaine Cordova for Presidency. Kamille Ocampo for Secretary. Miglouis Mabansag, Camille Vasquez and Karen Reyes ran for SC Treasurer. Before that day, some of us spent the whole night helping them to polish their speeches and helped them with their requirements. I even slept late to accomplish those tasks and right now I'm almost in tears because all of those hardships paid off, Kamille won the position as well as Migs!! :-D Para akong stage mom ni Migs kasi ineendorse ko pa siya sa mga lower years. Well that is embarrassing.

This year ROCKS. All my impressions withered out and died. I didn't expected my year to turn out this way. I've learned a lot. I've met the worst people with the best intentions in my life. They made me feel worthy and happy for my life. I've seen myself kicking to reach my goals and risked my life for it. I've learned to set my priorities and give myself a quiet time to think. I've also met new buds that really rocked my year out. I've appreciated the talents of all the people I've come to mingle with before but didn't see their individual worth. I learned to hold those people close to my heart ♥. I've come to ponder at things that happen in reality and accept it whole heartedly. I've learned to manage my time and spend it wisely. And most of all, I've learned to give MORE and love MORE.

You, who knows deep inside yourself that you've been part of my life this year, I would like to express my sincerest gratitude with a BEARRRRRR HUGGGGG. >:D<>